For Those Ones With a Broken Heart…

Positivity

I know what you are feeling. I know that you feel powerless. I know that the feeling of not knowing what to do, it’s tiring. And the fact that you want that person back no matter what is tearing your world apart. I know that you think that I actually don’t know the pain you’re struggling with. But I’ve experience that on my own way too.

Many people tend to say you have to forget about the person you’re missing. In part they are right. But it’s hard and is not so easy let go someone that made you feel loved and fearless. But with time and self care you’ll achieve it.

Experience makes you stronger. You learn along the years. You start knowing which kind of people you need to avoid. And which ones you can count on. The process of forgetting starts with forgiving. There’s something called mental peace. Mental peace is achieved when you’re fine with yourself. You start giving yourself more time, you are the priority.

When you think you can’t forgive. Breath and repeat “I forgive you, because I love myself. I forgive you, because I want to feel better. I forgive you because, I want to be free. I forgive you, because I love myself.”

Everyone has to live what they’ve lived. It’s the path of life. Even if it’s rough and horrible. There’s a rainbow in the end of the road. If you believe you’ll find that peace and you’ll feel better. You don’t depend on anyone, just yourself and you never have to feel bad because of someone who let you down. It’s part of growing up and you’ll get over it. Take your time. Everyone is different and heals in different timing. But be sure that once YOU BELIEVE THAT YOU CAN FORGIVE AND YOU DESERVE BETTER, YOU’LL FEEL FEARLESS AGAIN. Let that person go. You’ll find someone that will fill your heart again. Don’t be afraid to let those feelings go away. It’s okay. You’ll be okay.

Be patient and keep being strong. With time you’ll start experiencing what mental peace is. You’ll feel free and good again. Don’t worry, everything is going to be alright. Just believe in yourself and the major force that you believe in, will help you along to chose the right path.

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What Being in Love Means?

Thoughts

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You know that feeling, when you start liking someone that much, that even your heart hurts. That exhausting feeling. Knowing that nothing is going to happen, and still be there. Thoughts about that “relationship” that might never be. Being positive and trying to go ahead and think that it might be a chance to be together. Trying not to shut every possibility of having a happy ending, instead of a broken heart. Feeling that you are not enough for the other one. That you need to try harder to get their attention. That hard feeling that is better known as “being in love”.

Being in love is part of having that craving to be with that person. Wanting to get yourself involved with them. Being around them. Keeping the feeling alive. That look, that can show more feelings that million words. Giving the best of you. Never giving up on them and always making them feel loved. Feeling butterflies every time you are going to see each other. That big smile when you recieve their message. The way you just feel knowing that you are capable of loving. Being around everytime you need each other. Respect their decisions. Being aware of the other one every single day.

Being in love, means that you really want someone, not because of their look, but because of their soul. You dont care anymore about their flaws. The only thing you see is perfection. You dont care how good or bad they are. It just seems that they always do the right thing. Being in love, means loving every single inch of that one person and be proud of who they are, no matter what.

 

Teenage Love 

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Sometimes we don’t choose who will be our first kiss, who we will be in love with, who will make our world disappear. Sometimes it can be a stranger come out of nowhere, sometimes it can be a friend, sometimes it can be your closest pal.

Teenage love; it can be rough sometimes, it makes us feel happy, angry, sad & a lot of more things. Thinking about love at this age is just as difficult as a calculus test, even more difficult sometimes. We want to know what the other one is thinking. What does he or she feels. We want to know the truth. We want to know what is really going on. But we need to be honest, that does not happens that often at this age. Several times it’s just a quick moment that feels good and that’s all.

Love is one of the most powerful things in the world, at the end of the day it’s what keep us humans. Love can be criticized in many ways, but what some people don’t understand is that teenage love can be a little bit rushed out but it can be real in certain cases. There are teenagers that have experienced what real love is. They have had the opportunity of learning along their short life, maybe luck, maybe destiny. And they have had a really good time.

On the other hand, there are the ones that at a short age don’t really know the meaning of love. Some of us think it’s all about having someone around and brag about it. I certainly don’t know what real love is. I think it depends a lot on how it has been presented to each one of us since we were little. A true definition is made up by every single one of us.

Lets be honest. How many times we’ve said were in love with someone without knowing that person that much? At some point everyone, no matter the age, has had imagined a whole story with the crush of the moment. Awkward, but true.

Teenage love is one of the most amazing things to experiment. We can make mistakes. We learn from those first loves. We become a better person for the other. We try our best. Enjoy every single moment of love in your life, no matter if it is short or long. What matters is that you actually get the most out of it.

Love like you’ve never been hurt.

My Constant Nightmare

Personal Stuff

Every single night I used to have this nightmare, it all began when I started reading those Shadowhunters series, but first let me tell you something, I can’t remember anything from my past, I’ve already forgotten every single thing that happened to me during my childhood, the only thing I can remember its a little boy, this guy that appears in every single dream I have, the problem it’s that I don’t even know his name, he’s just there as a grown up guy, but I know that he’s the little boy I remember from my childhood.

How can the books relate with my nightmare? In the book Clary can’t remember her past until she discovers she’s into the Shadowhunter world, when she’s with the silent brothers and the Soul-Sword, she starts to remember little fragments of her life, while reading that scene I actually started remembering some of mine too, creepy huh!

The dream always starts the same way, I’m in a kind of college with that guy, btw we are actually in a romantic relationship which is weird af, we just go to my normal high school and keep with a normal life, there we are just as normal teenagers living their lives.

This guy has Jace attitude, he’s just so sarcastic, mean, selfish but also he has that sensitive side he’s so caring and honest and charming, also he’s good-looking. I’ve tried finding this guy, with this characteristics but I just can’t, I try to remember but nothing seems to be real. But that’s not all the relation I’ve seen, Teen Wolf is also part of this, the tv show series have something that actually made me freak the most, the first part of last season talks about remembering, everything it’s about remembering this guy, it talks about the girl who’s trying to remember the guy, she knows he’s real but she can’t see him at all, only with her supernatural skills and in her dreams, after trying a lot he actually find the way to come back and they get together just the way they were meant to be.

In my case that hasn’t happened yet, I don’t know if its going to happen, he talks to me in all those dreams, he whispers things but when I wake up I just can’t remember anything about him or what he said last night, I don’t even remember his face, just the back of his head and simple characteristics like hair and skin color, I take it as a nightmare cause dreaming about someone you love, like really love, but without knowing who the hell he is, it’s just a nightmare for me, the most scaring thing it’s that I know that I have already met him before, there’s something blocked in my head which makes me get stuck in my last memories and not the first ones, I’ve tried a lot of things but nothing happens, maybe at the end of this high school year and when I head off to college I might find him or maybe it’s just that, a constant nightmare.

*I chose that photo because he looks like the guy I’m talking about*