Tag: #Love

My Twitter Obsession 

Social Media, lots of apps that can connect every single human being with another one, we all have different preferences, sometimes we spend more time on twitter or in Facebook or Instagram or Snapchat or another social media app. 

I actually use all of them, but sincerely I rather prefer using twitter than the other ones, for me Twitter it’s a way to express my feelings in little quotes & showing my support to my favorite artists. 

I know that a follow or some likes do not say anything at all, but when I get that follow from my favorite artist I just can’t hide my shocked and extremely happy face, it actually happened when Shawn Mendes followed me 2 years ago, I was just so happy that I couldn’t help it, I have the honor to be followed by some of my favorite artists. 

When I saw that tweeting and liking other tweets helped you gain followers or likes I started using it more and more and more and more, some nights I actually didn’t even sleep cause I wanted to keep scrolling through the app and find out new feed, new stories, all those new Shawn Mendes Tweets. 

Maybe some of you can relate maybe you don’t, but damn! It took me like 4 months to leave my obsession for that app, really, I’m trying to control my tweets but a new guy Trevor favs my tweets so I just can’t stop writing stuff about him, but balance is what makes me feel better with my inner self 

If you like music, Shawn Mendes, movies and tv shows follow me guys! I’ll follow back ūüíē Twitter

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Love Triangle: Part I

Writer

Epilogue:

Two guys, one girl, a lot of emotions and million of discussions, in a year a lot of things can happen, a lot of things can change, an important relation can be ruined and you can realize who your real friends are.

Characters:

  • My best guy friend – Jence
  • The cousin – Matthew
  • Author, Me – ¬†Clarissa
  • My best girl friend – Danielle

Chapter I

October, 2015

There was this boy, one of my best friends, we were talking as usually at the middle of the night, when he started to talk about a guy just like that so randomly, he told me lots of good things about him, his experiences and where he had already traveled. The next day, it was school day, we talked normally until he mentioned that guy again, we were in french class when he told me that the guy he was talking about yesterday was his cousin and he was going to get into our high school, at first I just say that it was cool, because of the things he told me it seemed that he was an interesting guy, then I just realized that I knew a lot about him without even knowing who he was, so I asked why he told me all of that, and he just said that he wanted me to be his cousins friend.

November, 2015

Days pass by until we saw this guy¬†presenting the entrance exam in the guiding counselors office, I just commented that the guy was good-looking, when we kept walking to our classroom Jence told me that he was his cousin, so I just shut and keep walking until we arrived to the classroom when Jence tried to talk to me about what I said before, I just changed the conversation talking about a movie. At the end of the day Jence sent me a message asking if I really thought that his cousin was good-looking, I had to admit that he really was, so I just said yes, and that was the key word that changed everything…

Shawn Mendes 

There’s a billion of people in the whole world, from different countries, with different languages & different opinions. But there’s someone out there that can catch our eyes in few seconds, even though we only saw them through a computer or a mobile screen.

We all have an artist or actress that makes us insane! For example for me Shawn Mendes is my favorite person and artist in the whole world!

Shawn is one of the most talented guys I’ve ever seen, his debut albums are just amazing, his songs describe teenagers life completely, those lyrics make me feel like someone actually understands everything I’m going through.

His voice is one of the most calming thing I’ve ever heard, I actually use his voice when I have my panic attacks, it just relaxes me & I actually can feel better.

I want to meet him so bad, he has helped me a lot through my rough times, even though I don’t even know him, I have his voice, songs and lyrics. I want to say that he’s my hero besides daddy obviously, and he has grown a lot since his first cover video on vine.

He really inspires me every single day, he’s an amazing kid, with lots of talent, and an extremely big heart, he loves his fans and we all love him back, I’m very proud of him, he has achieved a lot and he still remember where he came from no matter what.

I gotta say that one of my favorite song it’s A Little Too Much, I get related to it, and it just make me realized that I’m not the only one that went through that stage, it helps me a lot, so I consider it one of my favs.

“Sometimes it all gets a little too much, but you gotta realize that soon the dog will clear up”

My Constant Nightmare

Every single night I used to have this nightmare, it all began when I started reading those Shadowhunters series, but first let me tell you something, I can’t remember anything from my past, I’ve already forgotten every single thing that happened to me during my childhood, the only thing I can remember its a little boy, this guy that appears in every single dream I have, the problem it’s that I don’t even know his name, he’s just there as a grown up guy, but I know that he’s the little boy I remember from my childhood.

How can the books relate with my nightmare? In the book Clary can’t remember her past until she discovers she’s into the Shadowhunter world, when she’s with the silent brothers and the Soul-Sword, she starts to remember little fragments of her life, while reading that scene I actually started remembering some of mine too, creepy huh!

The dream always starts the same way, I’m in a kind of college with that guy, btw we are actually in a romantic relationship which is weird af, we just go to my normal high school and keep with a normal life, there we are just as normal teenagers living their lives.

This guy has Jace attitude, he’s just so sarcastic, mean, selfish but also he has that sensitive side he’s so caring and honest and charming, also he’s good-looking. I’ve tried finding this guy, with this characteristics but I just can’t, I try to remember but nothing seems to be real. But that’s not all the relation I’ve seen, Teen Wolf is also part of this, the tv show series have something that actually made me freak the most, the first part of last season talks about remembering, everything it’s about remembering this guy, it talks about the girl who’s trying to remember the guy, she knows he’s real but she can’t see him at all, only with her supernatural skills and in her dreams, after trying a lot he actually find the way to come back and they get together just the way they were meant to be.

In my case that hasn’t happened yet, I don’t know if its going to happen, he talks to me in all those dreams, he whispers things but when I wake up I just can’t remember anything about him or what he said last night, I don’t even remember his face, just the back of his head and simple characteristics like hair and skin color, I take it as a nightmare cause dreaming about someone you love, like really love, but without knowing who the hell he is, it’s just a nightmare for me, the most scaring thing it’s that I know that I have already met him before, there’s something blocked in my head which makes me get stuck in my last memories and not the first ones, I’ve tried a lot of things but nothing happens, maybe at the end of this high school year and when I head off to college I might find him or maybe it’s just that, a constant nightmare.

*I chose that photo because he looks like the guy I’m talking about* 

Best Friends 

We all have that one best friend that appeared from nowhere, the one that you never thought that could actually be your best friend, and if you haven’t… wait for it, one day, the most unexpected day someone will walk from that door & a new friendship would start going on.
Here’s a list which I made out by researching on We Heart It & Pinterest, maybe this can be your best friend goals wish list too:

  • Buy matching bracelets or necklaces.
  • Have a movie marathon.
  • Go on a shopping spree.
  • Fishtail your hair together.
  • Have a sleepover.
  • Have photo shoots together.
  • Start a book of memories.
  • Go on a road trip.
  • Recreate Best Friends photos from Social Media.
  • Have a road trip.
  • Have a paint fight.
  • Use the same outfit.
  • Have a fancy dinner on Christmas.
  • Make a Karaoke afternoon.
  • Have a midnight conversation about your feelings.
  • Let each other chose an outfit & use it for a day, without changing anything.
  • Do each others makeup.
  • Get matching tattoos (including henna ones ūüėā)

This can also be for a group of friends, or family, it’s doesn’t really matter,what matter is that you have a great time with all your pals, have fun & enjoy every single minute you’re surrounded by all of those who you love.

If you have more goals to complete go ahead, also you can comment down below and share me some of the goals you want me to include. Also I create a collection on my We Heart It Account, if you wanna check it out I’ll leave the link here Best Friend Goals.

Don’t give up if you haven’t found those best friends, one day you’ll realize that they’ve been there all the time, just take a minute and figure out who the real ones are.

Wordless

loneliness

Things happen in an unexpected way, sometimes you decide what to do, sometimes you don’t.

I’m a teenager, I have anxiety problems which makes me vulnerable in certain situations, sometimes I just act in a deliberately way without thinking, sometimes I just over think every single thing I’m going through, or I would like to do.

There’s a big difference between imagination and over thinking, when I imagine there are actually good situations, every thing is placed in a positive way. On the other hand over thinking just makes me feel more anxious and insecure, there are just some nights I can’t get enough sleep and I just start to think and think till I can’t figure an emergency exit from it.

Sometimes it actually helps me to understand that not everything we do it’s the right thing, but there are those ones when you don’t even know the reason of why you did it and you just can get the idea out of your mind.

Lots of things happen in our daily life but we have to understand that we are humans and we’re not perfect, I forget that myself sometimes, but it’s just a real and deep quote for me. I know that sometimes situations get harder but we still need to try to go through them, because this is the life we are living and we’re here because this is our destination.

Always remember that life can put us a lot of obstacles and if we can go through them we’ll achieve everything we’ve always needed or wanted.

Dear Boys

Writing
I’ve got some question about how boys know what to do in some love situations how do they know what it’s the right thing to do and if it’s the right girl, I really sometimes don’t understand a thing of it, even though I have more guy friends than girl friends.

Maybe I’m overreacting or just being paranoid, when guys kiss a girl that it’s supposed to be a really good friend to you actually just did it because of the hormones or because you really wanted to do it.

I’ve been struggling with this actually, it has been a controversial topic between girls, we think that maybe we are the ones that give them the chance to do it, kiss us, but what does it really means to you guys, I know that we’re in the age of being around the world checking for the new ones to flirt with them, but when you already have a good boy-girl friendship and you just kissed does it really just have to go away every single thing done along all those last years or it’s just a paranoia thing some of the girls have.
I would like that some guys could tell us and helps us find what to do in this kind of situations, what it’s the best thing to do and why?