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Teenage Love 

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Sometimes we don’t choose who will be our first kiss, who we will be in love with, who will make our world disappear. Sometimes it can be a stranger come out of nowhere, sometimes it can be a friend, sometimes it can be your closest pal.

Teenage love; it can be rough sometimes, it makes us feel happy, angry, sad & a lot of more things. Thinking about love at this age is just as difficult as a calculus test, even more difficult sometimes. We want to know what the other one is thinking. What does he or she feels. We want to know the truth. We want to know what is really going on. But we need to be honest, that does not happens that often at this age. Several times it’s just a quick moment that feels good and that’s all.

Love is one of the most powerful things in the world, at the end of the day it’s what keep us humans. Love can be criticized in many ways, but what some people don’t understand is that teenage love can be a little bit rushed out but it can be real in certain cases. There are teenagers that have experienced what real love is. They have had the opportunity of learning along their short life, maybe luck, maybe destiny. And they have had a really good time.

On the other hand, there are the ones that at a short age don’t really know the meaning of love. Some of us think it’s all about having someone around and brag about it. I certainly don’t know what real love is. I think it depends a lot on how it has been presented to each one of us since we were little. A true definition is made up by every single one of us.

Lets be honest. How many times we’ve said were in love with someone without knowing that person that much? At some point everyone, no matter the age, has had imagined a whole story with the crush of the moment. Awkward, but true.

Teenage love is one of the most amazing things to experiment. We can make mistakes. We learn from those first loves. We become a better person for the other. We try our best. Enjoy every single moment of love in your life, no matter if it is short or long. What matters is that you actually get the most out of it.

Love like you’ve never been hurt.

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Stressed Out

We all have this days when we don’t know how to feel. We have a lot of stuff stuck in our head. Everything is going on the wrong way, not the one we want. Times passes us by & we don’t even notice about it. We are so occupied trying to fix our feelings, our thoughts, our little messed up world that we forget about living. We spend too much time thinking about what would life be, if we’ve done something different. But the truth is that we can’t fix what we did. Past is just right there, in the past. It’s GONE. We just have to get over it, no matter how hard it is to.

I’ve been waken up lots of nights trying to figure out things from my life, but to be honest the only thing I can do is just stare at the roof & imagine the life which I would rather prefer to have. Ruining all my sleeping schedule out for nothing.

I know that at some point all this stuff sucks. Nevertheless we have to stop willing for things we can’t have. Let’s focus on things that actually matters. Yeah; we lost a lover, we’ll find a new one; we lost a friend, if he/she was a real one they would not have leave us behind; we lost a scholarship, work harder & show them you’re better than that.

Sometimes been a teenager can be really devastating, but crap we have to get up, wash our faces and show the world what are we made of. If we just cry all day and night, we’re just showing how sensitive we are and belive it or not we’re actually giving up & letting them win.

Facing things can be a hurtful process but at the end we’ll see a great result & nothing will be more satisfying than realising how much you’ve done and achieved during those whole years of effort and those late nights with coffee cups beside our beds.

Life can give us lots of punches on the stomach, but at the end we learn from them. Thanks to all those mistakes we can be the person who we are now. We learn from them. We expect not to repeat them, but we are all humans & we definately have the right to mess up things, make mistakes. But mostly to realize that we are more than just a simple word or action or name or whatever, because we are awesome just the way we are.

Love, Rosie

Love, Rosie

We all have that one movie that makes us feel a lot of things at the same time. Well, for me Love, Rosie is personally one of the most amazing movies I’ve ever seen. It shows how a truly friendship can beat any obstacle no matter what. Love is the weapon against everything. This movie does not only refers to love as in a romantic way, it includes family, passion and friendship. Different perspectives of what love can be, are shown.

Family love; because despite the mistake she made, they all stick together till the end. Family will always be there for you, no matter how hard the situation can get.

Couple love; sometimes it doesn’t last as much as people want to, it can be hard to find and to keep that spark alive.

Friendship love; one of the most difficult types of love may I add. Finding someone you can share everything with, can be hard. Now a days, finding a real friend can be very unlikely. We don’t know who we can trust and who is not good enough for us. Sometimes feelings get along the way, romantic ones, not the ones that friends are supposed to feel. Friendship can be ruined because of different feelings about each other, one may feel something stronger than the other one. Misunderstandings happen and they change everything.

I love this movie, actually it is my favorite one. Why? Because I can relate to it. I’ve had lots of guy friends, they all help me, be there when I need them, but at the end feelings came across and those ruin everything. I know that it is supposed to be kept the way it is, no matter what. Best friends will always stick together, but when stronger romantic love comes on the way it changes. I also relate on the family part. I’ve always been supported by them, no matter what, they are there for me. And finally i relate on the fact that I’m able to feel loved by my friends and family and there’s no way I’ll like to change that.

“No matter where you are or what you are doing or who you are with, I will always honestly, truly, completely love you” -Rosie.

Hidden Emotions

Many people have called me “insensitive”, “You have no feelings”, “You don’t care about anything or anyone besides yourself.” I’ve listen all of those at least 1000 times on the last years.

The thing is; I hide my emotions for myself, sharing them it’s like failing me. I do not show my feelings to anyone, if I do they must be really important and trustable. When I cry, it’s because I’m really overwhelmed and I need to. Is not that I like to do it that often. There are those days when I’m just sick of all the crap people throw, when I cannot hold anymore my emotions.

I don’t know if it’s just me, but sometimes I just feel like my chest is going to explode internally. I can actually feel all my emotions at once. Then the crying and crisis starts. My breath starts to fail a little, I feel a hole all over me, I cannot remember why I’m feeling that way. It just happens. I just need a movie, a serie, a book or a song and it will start.

My mom says “Hiding your feelings and keeping them, its bad for your health. You overwhelm your body and until you can’t keep those emotions there, is when your break. Stop that. Remember is for your own good.” I know she’s right, but I just feel vulnerable when I show something. I just can’t let it happen. I know it might sound crazy, but I’ve tried and instead of feeling better it gets worst.

My advice; find a way to give away those hidden emotions, we all need somehow to let them out. I will keep searching the best option for me and not overwhelm my body. I hope we all find our way out for this.

I may be quiet, but there is a lot on my mind

Click Play, Watch & Learn 

 

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Movies; a constant part of my life, I love watching movies they help me to forget about the reality I’m living, with a little click on play Im discovering a new whole world created by people which their only purpose is to entertain us. When I’m bored the thing that I love to do the most is watching a movie, and yeah sometimes I have the big struggle of finding which movie I should see.

Sometimes what I like to do is search for a good one on internet, btw it actually takes a lot of time, sometimes I have the feeling of which movie I should watch, its bizarre but at the end of it, the one that I choose, is actually the one that I needed for the moment, if I’m having a rough time and then I just start watching a movie, I actually can relate with it, my mood changes and my perspective change too.
I’ve learned a lot of things from every single movie I’ve watched, for me every story has its own meaning for everyone, recently I’ve been watching more comedy and romantic movies, and they just made me realize that there’s time for everything you want, sometimes what you want is not what you need, but other times what you need is something you’re not looking for at all.

Movies, actors, stories, scripts they’re magic created for us, the society, they let us escape from our reality for an hour or two or three as much as the story needs to last, they teach us things about life, they makes us realize things we’ve actually never think of, for me there’s nothing better than a good movie at the end of the week.

Netflix, Tv, Online Web Sites, wherever you watch movies are an amazing tool that can open our minds and make us part of different worlds and open our perspective about life.

If you wanna check out some movies I love the most, I actually have a collection of it, I’ll leave the link down below, & if you have more suggestions don’t be afraid and comment the as well, I would love to watch those movies you guys love.

“A movie is worth it, if at the end of it you’ve learned something you never thought about” – A.R.

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My Twitter Obsession 

Social Media, lots of apps that can connect every single human being with another one, we all have different preferences, sometimes we spend more time on twitter or in Facebook or Instagram or Snapchat or another social media app. 

I actually use all of them, but sincerely I rather prefer using twitter than the other ones, for me Twitter it’s a way to express my feelings in little quotes & showing my support to my favorite artists. 

I know that a follow or some likes do not say anything at all, but when I get that follow from my favorite artist I just can’t hide my shocked and extremely happy face, it actually happened when Shawn Mendes followed me 2 years ago, I was just so happy that I couldn’t help it, I have the honor to be followed by some of my favorite artists. 

When I saw that tweeting and liking other tweets helped you gain followers or likes I started using it more and more and more and more, some nights I actually didn’t even sleep cause I wanted to keep scrolling through the app and find out new feed, new stories, all those new Shawn Mendes Tweets. 

Maybe some of you can relate maybe you don’t, but damn! It took me like 4 months to leave my obsession for that app, really, I’m trying to control my tweets but a new guy Trevor favs my tweets so I just can’t stop writing stuff about him, but balance is what makes me feel better with my inner self 

If you like music, Shawn Mendes, movies and tv shows follow me guys! I’ll follow back 💕 Twitter

Love Triangle: Part I

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Epilogue:

Two guys, one girl, a lot of emotions and million of discussions, in a year a lot of things can happen, a lot of things can change, an important relation can be ruined and you can realize who your real friends are.

Characters:

  • My best guy friend – Jence
  • The cousin – Matthew
  • Author, Me –  Clarissa
  • My best girl friend – Danielle

Chapter I

October, 2015

There was this boy, one of my best friends, we were talking as usually at the middle of the night, when he started to talk about a guy just like that so randomly, he told me lots of good things about him, his experiences and where he had already traveled. The next day, it was school day, we talked normally until he mentioned that guy again, we were in french class when he told me that the guy he was talking about yesterday was his cousin and he was going to get into our high school, at first I just say that it was cool, because of the things he told me it seemed that he was an interesting guy, then I just realized that I knew a lot about him without even knowing who he was, so I asked why he told me all of that, and he just said that he wanted me to be his cousins friend.

November, 2015

Days pass by until we saw this guy presenting the entrance exam in the guiding counselors office, I just commented that the guy was good-looking, when we kept walking to our classroom Jence told me that he was his cousin, so I just shut and keep walking until we arrived to the classroom when Jence tried to talk to me about what I said before, I just changed the conversation talking about a movie. At the end of the day Jence sent me a message asking if I really thought that his cousin was good-looking, I had to admit that he really was, so I just said yes, and that was the key word that changed everything…