For Those Ones With a Broken Heart…

Positivity

I know what you are feeling. I know that you feel powerless. I know that the feeling of not knowing what to do, it’s tiring. And the fact that you want that person back no matter what is tearing your world apart. I know that you think that I actually don’t know the pain you’re struggling with. But I’ve experience that on my own way too.

Many people tend to say you have to forget about the person you’re missing. In part they are right. But it’s hard and is not so easy let go someone that made you feel loved and fearless. But with time and self care you’ll achieve it.

Experience makes you stronger. You learn along the years. You start knowing which kind of people you need to avoid. And which ones you can count on. The process of forgetting starts with forgiving. There’s something called mental peace. Mental peace is achieved when you’re fine with yourself. You start giving yourself more time, you are the priority.

When you think you can’t forgive. Breath and repeat “I forgive you, because I love myself. I forgive you, because I want to feel better. I forgive you because, I want to be free. I forgive you, because I love myself.”

Everyone has to live what they’ve lived. It’s the path of life. Even if it’s rough and horrible. There’s a rainbow in the end of the road. If you believe you’ll find that peace and you’ll feel better. You don’t depend on anyone, just yourself and you never have to feel bad because of someone who let you down. It’s part of growing up and you’ll get over it. Take your time. Everyone is different and heals in different timing. But be sure that once YOU BELIEVE THAT YOU CAN FORGIVE AND YOU DESERVE BETTER, YOU’LL FEEL FEARLESS AGAIN. Let that person go. You’ll find someone that will fill your heart again. Don’t be afraid to let those feelings go away. It’s okay. You’ll be okay.

Be patient and keep being strong. With time you’ll start experiencing what mental peace is. You’ll feel free and good again. Don’t worry, everything is going to be alright. Just believe in yourself and the major force that you believe in, will help you along to chose the right path.

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College Part II

Personal Stuff

College

This is the beginning of something new, new opportunities, new friends, new experiences, it’s the beginning of a completely new life for me.

I was suffering like crazy because I didn’t knew where to go to college, I had trouble with picking up a good one without spending a lot of money. At the end everything that I went through during those hard 4 months were worth it, now I’m extremely sure which is the path I’m going to follow.

I’m actually heading off to another state from Mexico, I’m nervous because its going to be something I’ve never experienced before, but thinking about the situation made me realized that this is what I really want.

I also got a good scholarship, I’m excited about this whole thing, now I have to learn lots of things but I have the feeling that this is going to be one of the most amazing experiences in my whole life.

What I’ve learned about this? Well, first of all its that family is going to be there always for you no matter which decisions you make if those decision make you happy then they will understand. Second, when you really want something and you fight for it you achieve it, really I can truly say that working so hard on this whole college stuff has thought me like a lot an at the end I reached my goal. And the last thing is that I’ve learned that not always you’re going to gain every single thing as fast as you think, sometimes you have to work harder to achieve them, we are all capable of reaching our goals, we just have to try to trust in ourselves.

I can proudly say, I DID IT! And there’s no more satisfaction than knowing where you’re going to conclude your student life. My last advice is to focus on what you really want and do it for yourself not someone else cause at the end you’re the one whose gonna live that life.

College 🎓 

Personal Stuff

This is the time of the year when teenagers start thinking about their future, which school is better for each one & which career you’re going to choose.
I’ve been searching for different schools for multiple years, and I was sure of which one I wanted to go, but now I feel like I don’t really know what to do with my life, many things are going through my head and I can’t focus on what I really want, my parents would like me to go to an specific university, but I’m not convinced at all anymore about it.

This process has been very stressful for me because I’m just few months till I have to decide which school is the best for me, I know that I have to decide what I really want & just think about me & not about others, but sometimes it’s just to difficult, I don’t want to disappoint anyone and I think that if I chose something maybe I would not be in the correct pad. What if it is not right for me? What if that’s a wrong decision?

I’m afraid, I really am, I don’t know how can I be sure of which option it’s the best for me, I have these two options:

The first option it’s the school I’ve always dream of, but which I’m not sure about anymore, there’s something about it that tells me that maybe it’s not the best option, I have already got it but without a scholarship and I really need it (the school is expensive AF) I’m already on a contest and I’ll apply for the exam on January, maybe I can get a scholarship of 100% and it will be great, but what if I don’t reach it?

The second option it’s going to college into another state far from my family, it seem to be a pretty good option, one of my teachers actually told me that it was a good University and she thinks that it will be a better option for me going there instead of the first one, I think that I’m really afraid to be separated from my family and that’s why I’m not having enough courage to go through it.

College has been so hard and sometimes I’m just killing myself to think what should I do, it’s kicking my ass constantly and I’m not even there yet, they’re extremely expensive and I’m not like the richest girl so I need that extra help from the scholarships, it’s been hard, really hard and my decision it’s still in risk cause I don’t know where to go, I think that I just need more time, but time is flying away and I actually need to know by the end of the year, which is pretty close though.

I need to find a solution, but damn there’s such a lot going through my head, that sometimes I just want everything to shut up and stop bothering me, but life its life and my future it’s on risk so I just have to work hard, cause babe things are not done alone, we have to fight till the end no matter how hard it gets, we all want to succeed and there’s no more true thought than “Success it’s hard to get, and certainly it’s not for the lazy” I just wish I could have an answer.