Two guys, one girl, a lot of emotions and million of discussions, in a year a lot of things can happen, a lot of things can change, an important relation can be ruined and you can realize who your real friends are.
- My best guy friend – Jence
- The cousin – Matthew
- Author, Me – Clarissa
- My best girl friend – Danielle
There was this boy, one of my best friends, we were talking as usually at the middle of the night, when he started to talk about a guy just like that so randomly, he told me lots of good things about him, his experiences and where he had already traveled. The next day, it was school day, we talked normally until he mentioned that guy again, we were in french class when he told me that the guy he was talking about yesterday was his cousin and he was going to get into our high school, at first I just say that it was cool, because of the things he told me it seemed that he was an interesting guy, then I just realized that I knew a lot about him without even knowing who he was, so I asked why he told me all of that, and he just said that he wanted me to be his cousins friend.
Days pass by until we saw this guy presenting the entrance exam in the guiding counselors office, I just commented that the guy was good-looking, when we kept walking to our classroom Jence told me that he was his cousin, so I just shut and keep walking until we arrived to the classroom when Jence tried to talk to me about what I said before, I just changed the conversation talking about a movie. At the end of the day Jence sent me a message asking if I really thought that his cousin was good-looking, I had to admit that he really was, so I just said yes, and that was the key word that changed everything…
I’ve got some question about how boys know what to do in some love situations how do they know what it’s the right thing to do and if it’s the right girl, I really sometimes don’t understand a thing of it, even though I have more guy friends than girl friends.
Maybe I’m overreacting or just being paranoid, when guys kiss a girl that it’s supposed to be a really good friend to you actually just did it because of the hormones or because you really wanted to do it.
I’ve been struggling with this actually, it has been a controversial topic between girls, we think that maybe we are the ones that give them the chance to do it, kiss us, but what does it really means to you guys, I know that we’re in the age of being around the world checking for the new ones to flirt with them, but when you already have a good boy-girl friendship and you just kissed does it really just have to go away every single thing done along all those last years or it’s just a paranoia thing some of the girls have.
I would like that some guys could tell us and helps us find what to do in this kind of situations, what it’s the best thing to do and why?
Why I still miss you? It was supposed that I was already over you, but now, now that apparently you don’t have a compromise I just don’t know what happened, I still think and talk and dream about you!
I don’t know if what we had was actually something real or just the game I was playing but then it just turned out that I actually like you.
I’m stuck in the middle, in one hand it’s my best friend, the one who kissed me, and then there’s you, a guy who just appeared out of nothing and started something that makes me feel butterflies on the stomach, I know that maybe we’ll never be together but man I still have a little of hope that you’re gonna talk to me one day, btw I’m confused now, how can I decide what I want? It’s just a lot and what if you’re really over me, and it actually was just a joke, I can’t be repeating the same story all over again, cause when I fall for someone, I can’t think about anyone else but him…